Do you ever feel like expressing yourself and the words you are used to using just dont fit? So then you find some more, learn new definitions, implement new vocabulary and soon they fade in desired explanantion? That is how I feel so often these days.
With the changes going on inside of us....from the DNA on up....it may very well feel like our skin is two sizes too small as well. I sense a strong urgency in the universe....the movements are quick and fast paced. The massive transformation is needed to make space....ensuring that everything indeed does fit. Most everything that can be upsetting is the level of letting go of the old ways....the feelings and emotions attached to people, places and things.
There are physical aspects that go along with this transformation....being dizzy, feeling either hot or cold and not being able to attain the opposite, eating habits in a flux.....making it feel a bit weird to feel you need to eat more often....specially when you want to lose weight....the truth is the morphing process wears us down and we need to re-fuel more often.
Mid April will bring a flow and a rush with it that began in the summer of 09. As if something is finally being gifted to us for all of arduous work in the last few months. Being willing to let go of the old is allowing the new to flow into us. Like a fire purges the forest, so does this cleansing of the old allow for new growth.
I contend that the worry of standing on the cliff....knowing the immenence of the impending jump....that to stand there fretting is staying in the old....the willingness to jump is about the knowledge in truth that we know that the f.e.a.r. is unnecessary.....for the worry is not in jumping or landing....it is in THE EXPERIENCING OF THE FALL. What wonderment is about us during this free fall stage....and indeed, we are NOT going down, but, rather, UP!
MsPeg is very direct and honest. Her moto is say what you mean and mean what you say.