Brrrr, Chilly! Im sitting here, after 11p in the central timezone,thinking about the day I have had with my family. Being thankful for my friends, and my work, and all of the abundance in my life. Knowing that I stepped away from writing for almost the entire summer, and thinking, itching, knowing its time again to sit in front of the screen and let the energy flow through my fingers.
I have traveled far this year......many things changing in my thoughts and in my heart. As a woman, a mother, a friend, a psychic.....a Spiritual Teacher......I am full to over flowing with love, respect and appreciation for everyone and everything in my life.
As I watch my children grow right before my eyes, and the face in the mirror age ever so slightly each day, I am reminded of how fast time actually moves. In the last two days, two separate movies have addressed the concept of time. Making claims that it is not a true and tangible thing. That only we humans rely upon it to save our souls.....and that indeed 4 months is 40 years in the outer reaches of the Universe. What a concept that thought is!
I know for myself, as I watch this year tick by so fast, that I have been thinking alot about the young girl I used to be. Riding a banana seat bike down Yaple's hill a break neck speeds.....eating fruit off the trees and chasing butterflies and having so much fun.....I can barely remember her anymore.
I look at my daughters face and it so resembles the face I had at 12.....and to her time is just dragging on til the Christmas holiday break. Is that the rub do you think....that we are stuck in this thing called "time"? That is truly not real, and we are little mice in the maze WE created.....chasing the never ending smell of something out of our reach. That is why we hear said so much, "Oh if I could only have the wisdom of my old age and my youth at the same time." What a twist of interesting proportions.
Nonetheless, I am happy to be who I am right now! Wrinkles and all! Watching the faces on my children as they admire the beautiful colors of the trees all around us.
I had an epiphany today. After griping at my child for her inside out clothes, I heard ever so softly, that little voice of reason and balance in my head say....."cherish these moments of her inside out clothes, soon her clothes wont be that basket at all." Wow! What a feeling of humility that was. A bit overwhelming too. To think of her gone from my home, all grown up. Who cares about a basket
That is why we hear so much to cherish each moment, give thanks and respect for all you have. I for one am a grand student of that practice indeed! Oh how I love my children, my home, my friends and family.....and Autumn.....my friends, oh how I adore this time of year~
Thank you for being here and reading my chatter......Many Blessings~ MP
MsPeg is very direct and honest. Her moto is say what you mean and mean what you say.