There is such a joy in my life during these first days of 2012. I am no different than anyone else, I have my moments when life seems so heavy I cant pick myself up. The interesting energy being displayed at this time may be unseen but for sure it is felt by me. Those things you cannot see or feel are important in the ebb and flow of the tides of this life. We are supposed to trust in that truth and allow it to be our guide. This is something I have felt over the years, that I have had to relearn a few times. But at last, it is here. I have arrived.
I feel closer to inner peace than I have ever been. The loving energy that has enveloped my little family is truly awe inspiring to me. I am in the midst of my abundance and as I stand in this bathing light I am humbled to my core.
I am a firm believer in Personal Power. It is not always something I have been in balance with, but of late, I am pleased to state that I am standing strong in my center of balance now. The rewards are constant. No fear, no doubt and no worry involved. There seems to be a clearer line of thought. I have only to think it and IT IS.
There is a brightness to the morning of each day. I am a morning person regardless, most everyone who knows me knows that. Something feels different. Pleasant and powerful, mornings are dazzling with a brilliance I dont remember ever experiencing before. I can see farther ahead than ever before. The internal verbage has changed its melody. All of these energies around me are clearer and I feel intensely alive.
I am not sure where this all stems from and even as I type these words, I am given the thoughts of it not mattering. Acceptance and forward movement are the key points of interest here and staying on that path is the biggest point I have ever felt. I am in complete esteem of this occurrence in my life. I wanted to share this flow with you all so I decided to come and put it down before the thought left my mind.
I must say I have realized that this powerful flow was in my life many years ago. I had my son and became very ill. Then the mother in me took over for I had a baby who needed my whole attention. Life took on a new direction as mothering became my lifes goal. I love that energy in me as well. I am a good mother and it rolls deeply through my core. I have done nothing ever before in my life as fulfilling as being these childrens mother. During this time of a new baby and being so physically ill I couldnt do much of anything, the flow of my soul slowed and I feel shifted to a quiet back seat if you will.
Now I feel that "Im Back" is the statement of the day, hour, week, heck, New Year! Its as if a mountain pass has been traversed and I am wholly in all of my glory safely on the other side! Its an amazing energy that has not left me since it arrived somewhere around the 4th of January. Not that I expected it to, but to be honest, its a totally contrasting energy to what I am used to. Meaning, I felt I had to truly work at it in the last few years. This comes to be as if a gift given each day upon waking.
I am glorified in this energy each day. All day. It does not pause a moment. So as I write this to you I hear the recipe for success played out in my head. Words that came to me in meditation in November last year. Think it, Feel it, Say it, Do it. I have said this a number times in the last few months. I have arrived at that result is what I am sensing. My inner conversations with self, the words uttered to others, to my children, my feelings of success and love, and my actions in work and life every day.....all bring me to the Ah HA moment.
Do you know what is most eye opening to me at this moment? That this is MINE....it BELONGS to ME! I mean that, in all authenticity I have ALWAYS had this. I have finally reached this pinnacle point in my Soul Walk and this is my reward. I am giddy with smiles and cherishing every moment.
Thank you for reading my words. Thank you Spirit/Universe for gracing me with this joy! In gratitude and respect for all that is, I wish this powerful light and love upon each of you!
MsPeg is very direct and honest. Her moto is say what you mean and mean what you say.