 I recently watched a video about healing cancer in 3 minutes with Gregg Braden. What stayed with me most was the concept of Someday not being NOW. Spiritual
My life has literally changed course in the last 24 hours since watching this video, which by the way is amazing to say the least....cause they do cure cancer with the power of the hearts intention in less than 3 minutes. Look for that video, its a mind blower.
This is what crept into my conscious thought after watching it. He says that most people think in the "someday" state of mind. That is to say....if you work hard and do things right, SOMEDAY you will have what you want. If you put the time into to your dreams, SOMEDAY they will come true.
The very core of many peoples existences' is to work toward the goal, or a dream. Its the incomplete thought process that WOKE ME UP yesterday. The Universe hears that we have a dream, and that "someday" we hope to see it happen. What the big truth is is that someday never comes because we are living toward it, NOT IN IT! The HAVING is replaced by the belief that we are LACKING in seeking out our dreams.
You should see my message boards in my house today!!! Hear my children giggling at me when I am walking through my day and reading them aloud!!! Then to hear THEM out of my office door as they too are catching the new vibe in our home, our family....NOW NOW NOW! Whispering to each other, and laughing, yelling out the new words mama has written for us all to say aloud! Its amazing to me to watch them absorb so quickly this new way of being. Psychic
I never thought of things in this manner before. I know I am responsible for the state my life is in. The direction of my financial issues as well. I just never CLEARLY saw what I was doing to myself. I am fully aware now, and all if this from just a couple sentences a man said in a video. I swear to you its as if I was gonged over the head with a reality stick and BOY o BOY do I feel fabulous today!
It is not something I shall ever forget. Do you know what most warms my soul about this lesson for me? That in the midst of my miraculous life are my children, and as I grow and expand, they witness these things. So that their lives at a younger age may be magical and fantastic as well! I am smiling like an Osmond right now, rest assured. Of course I had to jump on over and type out the thoughts for everyone and share!
Make a mental note in your every day thoughts and actions. No longer are your hopes and desires on the "someday" schedule. The Universe needs to FEEL the end game from you! I AM I AM I AM abundant, I AM Healthy, I AM Happy! You get the picture. I feel more now than ever before in my life I AM the me I AM to be!
Love and Miracles out to you my dear~
MsPeg
 Recently I was asked, Does that Fake it til you Make it statement really work!!!? I answered, WHY YES, IT DOES! Putting yourself in the mindset of change is not always easy. One sure fire way to convince yourself it to HEAR yourself out loud saying the things you need and or want to hear. Give it a try!
There is nothing wrong with being your own best friend! Heck I encourage it in my children. Everything is returned to us in like energy, EVERYTHING. When you are kind to yourself, and treat your life with respect, the Universe picks up on that and returns to you the same thing. In the form of people, things happening to and for you, and in the way you feel about your life.
Everything comes together in our lives when we seek out truth, inner peace and balance. Negativity will find negative people. Positive energy seeks out positive people. There is no gray matter there, its black or white, period. If you find yourself not sure how to go about exacting a change in your life, you can put a little pep in your step and fake it til you make it! The thoughts you think, the words you utter, and the way you feel about everything all work in conjunction bringing to you what you seek.
If you are worried about life and bills and relationships then you will find each day new bills in the mail box and new ills for your mind and body and less and less connection in your personal relationships with others. This too is a given. Fake it til you make it works wonders for your souls connection to the Universal languages. Spout it to the roof tops, I am HAPPY and IN LOVE, or I AM ABUNDANT in ALL THINGS, or how bout, I AM I AM I AM AMAZING!
This may all sound alittle silly at first, and maybe even BE silly! But it works, and works well. Give it a whirl, take it out for a spin, drive around the block a few times yelling out the window, I AM A WONDERFUL PERSON WITH A FABULOUS LIFE! I guarantee you will be giggling and smiling and enjoying yourself! Say these mantras all day long, internally, externally, write it all down and post it around your life.....and before you know, you will have changed the way your mind is thinking about YOU!
Have a magical and blessed day!!! WEEK! MONTH! heehee!!! Much Love~ MP~
 How many times do we get trapped or lost in the movement of a thot? i.e.worrying about taxes, bills, death, or even getting caught at something.....or catching someone else at something.....and in our thoughts we can create things that havent even happened yet just to make sure we get thru something if it happens? Ive done that for sure!
Not anymore, but I can surely tell you, I could create how an entire conversation would go in my head before I ever even said the first word. My point is this....again with the doubt fear and worry....the message is very clear. That we imagine ourselves into the proverbial box we would like to get out of just by staying stuck on a single thought process. That worry or concern that can eat at us because we arent dealing with what is necessary to get out of the situation, rather, we are having the whole worrisome scenario worked over and over in our thots.
This is how we get trapped in a rut that seemingly has no end. As you are reading this do you understand how this might play into something in your daily life? If the things that are spoken about in this blog seem to hit home with you, that is a the point of you being here at my site. That you can relate to what is being said, and maybe,just maybe get some help in the process for how to work thru your life issues, then that makes it all worth the effort to be here everyday.
We are all responsible for out lives....even the abused and neglected. That sounds tough hearted doesnt it? It is not meant like that. I believe that we all have a chosen path to live. Good bad or indifferent. Karma is chosen to be exacted in each life scenario we choose. I know this concept is tough for some to grasp, but please at least think about it. Rather than working the fear in your thoughts about the situations in your life, try to work it into the forefront of your life. Do not sit idly by allowing your life to play out in front of you without your interaction.
You can change the course of any situation with trust faith and belief in the Creator. Life is to be enjoyed, when we work thru the tough stuff rather than allowing it to control us, then we are back on track. There are always obstacles and issues to deal with....its dealing with them and putting them behind you that enriches your life....not sitting on top of them hoping they dont explode in your face. This only serves to slow us down and can actually stand us still.
Our spiritual maturity is gauged by our ability to be gracious and in balance when the good things happen, but more when those tough things do. Seeking our inner truths at every opportunity is the point!
Have a magical day......and believe that your life had purpose above and beyond your wildest dreams~
 There is such a joy in my life during these first days of 2012. I am no different than anyone else, I have my moments when life seems so heavy I cant pick myself up. The interesting energy being displayed at this time may be unseen but for sure it is felt by me. Those things you cannot see or feel are important in the ebb and flow of the tides of this life. We are supposed to trust in that truth and allow it to be our guide. This is something I have felt over the years, that I have had to relearn a few times. But at last, it is here. I have arrived.
I feel closer to inner peace than I have ever been. The loving energy that has enveloped my little family is truly awe inspiring to me. I am in the midst of my abundance and as I stand in this bathing light I am humbled to my core.
I am a firm believer in Personal Power. It is not always something I have been in balance with, but of late, I am pleased to state that I am standing strong in my center of balance now. The rewards are constant. No fear, no doubt and no worry involved. There seems to be a clearer line of thought. I have only to think it and IT IS.
There is a brightness to the morning of each day. I am a morning person regardless, most everyone who knows me knows that. Something feels different. Pleasant and powerful, mornings are dazzling with a brilliance I dont remember ever experiencing before. I can see farther ahead than ever before. The internal verbage has changed its melody. All of these energies around me are clearer and I feel intensely alive.
I am not sure where this all stems from and even as I type these words, I am given the thoughts of it not mattering. Acceptance and forward movement are the key points of interest here and staying on that path is the biggest point I have ever felt. I am in complete esteem of this occurrence in my life. I wanted to share this flow with you all so I decided to come and put it down before the thought left my mind.
I must say I have realized that this powerful flow was in my life many years ago. I had my son and became very ill. Then the mother in me took over for I had a baby who needed my whole attention. Life took on a new direction as mothering became my lifes goal. I love that energy in me as well. I am a good mother and it rolls deeply through my core. I have done nothing ever before in my life as fulfilling as being these childrens mother. During this time of a new baby and being so physically ill I couldnt do much of anything, the flow of my soul slowed and I feel shifted to a quiet back seat if you will.
Now I feel that "Im Back" is the statement of the day, hour, week, heck, New Year! Its as if a mountain pass has been traversed and I am wholly in all of my glory safely on the other side! Its an amazing energy that has not left me since it arrived somewhere around the 4th of January. Not that I expected it to, but to be honest, its a totally contrasting energy to what I am used to. Meaning, I felt I had to truly work at it in the last few years. This comes to be as if a gift given each day upon waking.
I am glorified in this energy each day. All day. It does not pause a moment. So as I write this to you I hear the recipe for success played out in my head. Words that came to me in meditation in November last year. Think it, Feel it, Say it, Do it. I have said this a number times in the last few months. I have arrived at that result is what I am sensing. My inner conversations with self, the words uttered to others, to my children, my feelings of success and love, and my actions in work and life every day.....all bring me to the Ah HA moment.
Do you know what is most eye opening to me at this moment? That this is MINE....it BELONGS to ME! I mean that, in all authenticity I have ALWAYS had this. I have finally reached this pinnacle point in my Soul Walk and this is my reward. I am giddy with smiles and cherishing every moment.
Thank you for reading my words. Thank you Spirit/Universe for gracing me with this joy! In gratitude and respect for all that is, I wish this powerful light and love upon each of you!
 Ive decided to gather some information and put it all in one place, mixed with some personal opinion and insight! Here we go!
The sounds heard round the world caught my attention based on a video a facebook friend posted this week. It peeked my energy so I began researching and reading and asking other friends opinions.
I have been shown and come up with some very intriguing information from many sources. Due to my not requesting permission from facebook friends to use their insights, I am only going to post their thoughts here, not their names. (thank you all for help and insights)
" I saw a video a few months ago of the singing caves in Tibet... I believe these sounds are of the Earth... but there is so much going on that we don't "know" about that there could be so many reasons the earth is making these noises. From underground facilities or the 'hollow earth' theory, to scalar wave technology and Mother Gaia herself crying in labor pain.. the theories go on and on.
I believe that no matter what the cause, the Earth is telling us to wake up, ASK these questions, form our own opinions based on our own research and intuition and live from the heart. ♥"
"As healers, Shamans, mediums, and Light workers, we will be part of the energy shift that will take us from 3rd dimension to 5th dimension beings of Light. The veil is thinning that separates the 3rd dimensional consciousness with the 4th and 5th levels. What do we do about it? Continue to do what we do well, Live in Light and Love and reach out to those who need help, Love, and Divine Healing. Take heart that our futures look bright, with growing needs and appreciation for what we do for humanity and the earth. We are part of the Light of the Universe, now that's some job security! Love and Light! "
"Not to discourage either of you, but consider the changes our planet is going through and I have to wonder if it is not the earth itself crying out in pain."
So after the insights of my dear friends, I reached out to another group of people, after watching several videos. The videos are from various places around the world. I felt strongly that this was real, and indeed, not something of an elaborate hoax set to cause fear. This is what the next group of people had to say.
"I have been watching youtube vids and reading about it since I last posted, fascinating stuff! It doesn't appear to be a co-ordinated hoax in my opinion and neither do I think it is HAARP. If it were coming from inside the earth, surely there would be a vibrational effect on the physical surface? People describe it as coming from the sky above. I can understand why lots of people are concerned of it being likened to the Trumpets and Seals of the apocalypse in Revelations, it also sounds like the sound from the movie 'War Of The Worlds', I think it sounds close to the vibrations of a singing bowl... "
An opinion of conspiracy:"Facebook links us all over the world and it would be very easy indeed to ask a bunch of friends to do such a thing for you. I find it strange that there are not groups of people looking to the skies in most of the videos, just a solitary camera to the sky. I certainly would not put it past people to cleverly produce this to go viral.
I happen to believe that the Earth loves us people despite the damage we do. I think the Earth agreed to go through evolution with us.
It could be a vibrational shift in the atmosphere for sure, natural."
I think it sounds like ocean noise. "
Another point of view......
"Okay so first I saw this this morning when I turned on FB https://rt.com/politics/russia-mars-probe-accident-us-radar-967/ and then I read this above post by MsPeg. Now that I've had a chance to sit with Carol and watch the links posted earlier and listen to the sounds it got me to put a search in for 'does HAARP cause sound' which led me to http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread678411/pg1
This thread basically describes 'Ducting'... to quote "Whistler Ducting is the ability for very low frequency waves caused by ______ , to travel through the atmosphere when conditions are perfect in the Ionosphere and Magnetosphere." It seems the ELF/VLF radiation can then interact with the earth's geology which may account for the physical rumbling. Why the occurence of this event is increasing I haven't read anything more substantial yet than the possible increased use/testing of the HAARP facility....
[on a side note, this isn't the sort of topic I thought Sanctuary was about. I thought it was for peace and love, support and nurturing... ♥ "
"Ive noticed the sky very red at times for months,maya said this would happen, lighting and loud noise,iv heard again tonight. There is def something happening energy wise to the planet and all of us right now. Is it Niburu or HAARP? I think the poles are shifting and the maya said this was going to happen. I am hearing that at the moment lightworker all over are feeling the effects of shifts and me i feel since 11.11.11 its been very strong within me the changing of energy.There is some amazing stuff out there with moving into the 5th dimention and im going to post one i seen yesterday tomorrow. Explains what will happen to those who are ready to make the shift and what will happen to those who are not ready.... very interesting you guy may have seen it ,but ill post anyway. brightest blessing. "
"Just saw this, and it's the first I've heard about it. As an audio engineering junkie, I'm going to rule out the HAARP theory, as the noises that would be emmitted would generally be in the 2.5KHz-22KHz ranges, with some lower harmonics. The other side of this is that if it was huge low frequency oscillation, then the modulation of the noise would be more strictly rhythmic i.e it would be very like slow 16th notes, rather than a tribal beat, which that sounded a bit more like. What is more likely for my thinking is that if this is our glorious Fuhrer's f***ing about with dangerous shit yet again, then it's continuing experiments to do with weather control.
"We've already worked out how to make it rain before tornado's in order to take a lot of the sting/pressure out of them, so this ould be something similar. The low frequency noises however are what gets me. It takes a massive amount of energy to get these frequency's to be amplified enough for humans to hear, and you would expect storm conditions if they were coming from above, meaning they're possibly from the Earths crust. I noticed a lot of these reports are based on the US West Coast, which makes me wonder if the big earthquake which is long overdue, is about to hit home."
This same idea on a global scale however could indeed be related to Tectonic movement due to the poles shifting. All very interesting stuff, particularly when you consider that those most likely in the know are now desperately trying to get the free internet shut down."
Alright......some wonderful input from many people, judge for yourself what those thoughts compile in your mind. I have been searching and searching and I finally slowed my roll down to sit still, hold my Selenite wand and meditate on this whole thing.
I found a video, I have linked it at the bottom of this page, that states as recorded, that the sounds you are hearing are right before the earth quake. That sound does seem similar to others around the world. I listened to some that appear to be wind, vibrations humming, trumpets even. That last one lead to the idea of the "Sky Gods" returning. This then brought me to Greek Mythology. Oh my was that an interesting read. It of course is speaking of the return of Zeus and his family of Deities returning to the world and reigning down their wrath. WOW!Regardless though, of what I was coming up with, there was a nagging in the deep back of my throat. Usually a sign for me to take notice of something either being said, or needing to be said. With all of the in depth input of my wonderful intelligent facebook friends, I was hesitant to let go of what I felt about it all.It is feasible for it all to be on some level true. That the creation of a man made weather machine has messed with the perfect ebb and flow of the Universal energies and Mother Earth is upset.....or that we are in for a planetary alignment so big we gotta wear shades, and the earth is moaning that arrival as a warning to heed. What if its a tad bit of it all and the Sky Gods do return.....giving credit to all of those movies over the years speaking of Zeus and Hades being angry with one another and the human race. Or what if its the hand of God slightly shaking our foundations to make us sit up and take notice? No matter what I have read in the last few days, on sites, or from friends......something deep inside me holds true to it not being a hoax, it is not something man made, and that the energy its putting off feels ominous. We are not above reproach. None of us, and I dont care how much money anyone has, or how big the cave dwellings being built are to keep anyone "safe".....if Mother Earth wants to shake us off her back like a dog shivering and shaking water off, then she will.The fact that so many of us are connected to the quandary at this time if of consequence as well. The awakened ones are coming together. Facebook and other venues are here for a purpose, that being, to connect us all. Thoughts can become viral.....and move quickly around the world now. In the blink of an eye. So maybe just maybe, that is how we right the wrongs, and set balance back into the core of the earth.Such magnitude hanging in the balance......what do you feel/think about this all?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JArPkrS4LYQ (Colorado link)
http://strangesoundsinthesky.com/
As 2011 comes to its close, many thoughts are in my mind. Running through this last year. Thinking of the times Ive had, the processing Ive been through. I wanted to put a few ideas on paper so to speak~
There are lessons in every day. This I know from personal experience. Of late, I have been fighting with doubt. I know in my hear that everything is on track and going according to plan. Yet there is this nagging way back place that says....."yea, but Peg, you always screw things up"....I try to ignore it, and then, in moments of alone time, poof! There it is again.
So Im thinking that lessons come to me for a reason. Im not embasrrassed to share them with all of you. I feel there is a purpose to what it is I believe and do. Then there must be a reason that this is happening. Sometimes I wonder if old habits come back to the forefront when I speak to a client who reminds me of my past. But this is not the case of late, calls have been slim. And even as I wrtie this I can feel the energy from guides telling me there is nothing to pin this on but me.
The woman that I have become, the person you all know now is quite different than the woman I once was. I have remnants of temperament and attittude, but all in all, finding my spiritual path has most certainly changed my life for the better. As I sit here writing this I know its for a reason, and for the life of me I am working it out here with all of you.
I am a perfectionist in most aspects of my life. Im a list keeper, and a budget planner. Im constantly writing things down. The plan is all worked out, believe me, I have hit it from every angle. And I know to some it might seem a bit "flying by the seat of my britches"....yet, I have not a single worry that the home that is to be mine and my childrens will show itself upon my arrival.
Where does this nagging feeling come from? I figure you all must have levels and dregrees of this bothersome issue also. I feel like something from the past is creeping up behind me very quietly and trying to knock me in the back of my knee to buckle my leg and stop me from moving forward.
We all choose our karma, this I believe. Some of us choose tougher then others.....and the old soul energy I feel says to me, this is the last go round if I choose, and get it all right. Do the right thing at every turn, stand in the right choices at the cross roads of my life. Free will is a wondeful tool but only if used properly. I have mis used its power in the past....I work ever so diligently to not make those mistakes again.
Not all things that make us over think are bad. This I know. There is a balance in all things in the ebb and flow of the universal tide. I do feel however, that this that is plaguing me is not a positive energy. I feel it is the cords of my past crawling after me hoping I stand still just long enough to glom onto me again.
So why do I write this to you all today? Because I am very sure that this is some of what goes on inside of us all. The difference in the woman then and the woman NOW is very simple....I get it, I feel it, I see thru it, and I know what it is. These types of things would knock me silly in the past....all the indecision, doubt, fear and worry. No longer do they hold center stage. And even tho I sit here and tell you, I am concerned for the choices Ive made, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I will be shown yet another lesson in this lifetime very soon.....want to know what it is?
Do not resist the change.....the force that is inside of me that pushes me to make choices, and feel my way in the dark....I am not afraid. Plain and Simple....I fear not a thing and I realize that the little tiny thing that is trying to impede my change forward is ME. Not the choices, not the place I chose, not the home Ive yet to find, not the men I let go of, and most certainly, not myself.
The end of this year is upon us. As we head into 2012 we seek balance and inner peace. I appreciate being able to get things out here in this venue, and thank you for coming here to read my jumble of thought and process.
I feel better already, purging my energy of these thots. So take heed in your own lives....look the face in the mirror in the eye and allow nothing to slip past you. Spiritually I am a strong, intelligent, capable woman.....my human self suffers with flaws.....but the all of it is so damn sill simple....I THINK IT......IT IS!!! Period~!
 How many times do we get trapped or lost in the movement of a thot? i.e.worrying about taxes, bills, death, or even getting caught at something.....or catching someone else at something.....and in our thoughts we can create things that havent even happened yet just to make sure we get thru something if it happens? Ive done that for sure!
Not anymore, but I can surely tell you, I could create how an entire conversation would go in my head before I ever even said the first word. My point is this....again with the doubt fear and worry....the message is very clear. That we imagine ourselves into the proverbial box we would like to get out of just by staying stuck on a single thought process. That worry or concern that can eat at us because we arent dealing with what is necessary to get out of the situation, rather, we are having the whole worrisome scenario worked over and over in our thots.
This is how we get trapped in a rut that seemingly has no end. As you are reading this do you understand how this might play into something in your daily life? If the things that are spoken about in this blog seem to hit home with you, that is a the point of you being here at my site. That you can relate to what is being said, and maybe,just maybe get some help in the process for how to work thru your life issues, then that makes it all worth the effort to be here everyday.
We are all responsible for out lives....even the abused and neglected. That sounds tough hearted doesnt it? It is not meant like that. I believe that we all have a chosen path to live. Good bad or indifferent. Karma is chosen to be exacted in each life scenario we choose. I know this concept is tough for some to grasp, but please at least think about it. Rather than working the fear in your thoughts about the situations in your life, try to work it into the forefront of your life. Do not sit idly by allowing your life to play out in front of you without your interaction.
You can change the course of any situation with trust faith and belief in the Creator. Life is to be enjoyed, when we work thru the tough stuff rather than allowing it to control us, then we are back on track. There are always obstacles and issues to deal with....its dealing with them and putting them behind you that enriches your life....not sitting on top of them hoping they dont explode in your face. This only serves to slow us down and can actually stand us still.
Our spiritual maturity is gauged by our ability to be gracious and in balance when the good things happen, but more when those tough things do. Seeking our inner truths at every opportunity is the point!
Have a magical day......and believe that your life had purpose above and beyond your wildest dreams~
 I read a poster at my childs school that said....Encourage, Praise, Compassion. This is in referring to helping a child learn to do the things they need to learn to do. I thought as I stood there, this lesson, this simple lesson, applies to everyone. No matter what their age is.
I have been paying attention of late, to the tone of my voice. The inflection put upon certain syllables is interesting. How we hear others is a key element to how we communicate with the world. Learning how to use the correct tone of voice is actually 50% more important than the words you use to say it. I never quite thought about it that way before.
I believe that the world has evolved into a place of false connections. The children growing up today are learning that technology is how we communicate. There is something missing in that equation, its called Compassion. There is something amiss when all communication is written in text without the vowels used, or IMing is the wave of dating these days, and you can say and be anything or anyone you want while hiding behind the computer.
I feel its harder these days to raise children to have compassion in their hearts and souls for the human race. The adults in charge are missing opportunities to teach wonderful lessons each and every day. I know I am guilty of it. And believe me, I am not without responsibility here either. Altho, I wouldnt trade my internet friends for anything in the world, I still wish I could know them all face to face. The balance is in being totally honest regardless of the venue.
Compassion begins in the center core of who we are, not in the outside influence of the world. Meaning, caring for oneself first is the key. When you have compassion for yourself, it will radiate out to others around you. Just like happiness, or sorrow, or laughter......its all contagious.
Think about how you say things, how you inflect your words with opinion, or emotion. When you speak to a child, or anyone for that matter, listen to how you sound. Realize how important words are, and use them correctly. I know that is a lesson I am working on myself. Compassion for me, so that I have more to give others, especially my children.
Have a blessed day, on purpose!
 There is a chill in the air. Im sure its happening in most places now, cept Cali and the on the sponge, Florida. Winter is setting in. The fresh air is intoxicating. I love this time of year. Im sure you are all tired of hearing about how much I love Fall and Winter. LOL.
I just wanted to write a quick note about paying attention to life in the days and weeks to come as 2011 comes to a close. There are many planetary movements, aspects aligning up. Its a major shift for the world as a whole. But it also holds a huge play in each of our lives.
There are many opportunities in each day to choose how your life unfolds. If life appears to be choking you out, or overwhelming in any way, take a time out. When we try to manage our lives in frantic mode, mistakes can, and most usually do happen.
Have a great rest of the week!!!!
Blessings and Love~
 Crisp cold morning air greets you as you open the door first thing in the morning. The smell of coffee brewing is wafting thru the air. The sounds of your house waking up after a night of slumber are all around you. So many occasions to give thanks.
Its not always easy to pick out the things that give us joy.....when we are spending so much time worrying about the bills, work, relationships, and happiness eluding us. Shifting focus to the things that truly matter is not always an easy task. Good thing we get so many chances each and every day to find something to be thankful for above the din of worry in life.
Remember to count your blessings each day. For its when we are truly grateful and say so that we are graced with more and more abundance. Do not allow the negative energy to reside long in your thoughts on any subject. I know that sounds easy enough to say, but I know how truly powerful you are.....we all are. You can find things everyday that are gifted to you for free to be thankful for. We all can!
Enjoy your day!!! Live it on purpose!
MsPeg
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